Feeling so quiet right... sitting alone in the dark living room while my parent were asleep. Then decided to blog at this time, i did tried so hard to sleep but i cant because some stuff just happened unnecessarily. Hope this piece of darkness would not let my mom and dad sees my face or know whats happening to me. Those hurtful things u doubt me..............i trying to change myself for the best but u cant see nor u feel but only felt whatever things i did is on purpose without knowing the situation behind it.... just wanna ask myself this question deeply in my fucking heart, is this call concerning about gf' by not letting her sleep on the floor mattress?? TELL ME DAMN IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Perhaps i'm feeling heartbroken thats cause tears to roll down my face. For nothing?? huh? changing myself and give my very best to care for you even more. You not realising that i keep on smsing you these few days. haiz. Never Mind. The day i met you few days back was perfect but i never expect this to happen. Someone teach me what to do?? Pls!!! Hmmm in fact i will never made it to the standard.
Riwei(: 
